My mood weblog

It’s Friday 4pm and I’m just home from work. I’ve drunk a cup of tea and
eaten 1/2 a packet of biscuits (seems to be a new habit I’ve started).

I work in a primary school and we have just finished for 1/2 term, that
means I have 9 days (weekends included) to get through before I can go
back to work. Back to the one place that I have never smoked at during
the day,and so have found a’sanctuary’ the past couple of weeks.

Was talking to my friends today about being ‘positive’ and have decided
that one of the reasons I find it hard to be positive about packing in
smoking is that I spend all day at work with the kids being positive!
What ever they do, good, bad or evil we always have to be positive then
point out (in a positive way) more appropriate skills or behavior!
Having spent all my day doing this and controlling my temper and mouth,
when I come home I Just want to say what I think and haven’t got the
strength to look at everything positively.